I see a dove aflight in the dark sky darkness all around the dove is a beacon like a doorway a warm beating heart for me to hold myself close to It flies down to me and lands on my shoulder and we gaze into eachothers eyes something seems wrong as I gaze into its eyes past green fields white roses and pale altars erected outside of time something feels wrong I see unblemished fruit and crystal lake and angels’ wings leading to the clouds something feels wrong my eyes fall my eyes fall f a l l to my blo ody hand s. (stop... I scream) blood covers my hands blood covers my hands I have murdered myself. |