Turn, earth, and may always these clouds
remind of thankfulness of what remains above
even as it pours down, with caprice and truth.
What is beyond order, but futility?;
is anything beyond that?
Does the One who is All question
his own absoluteness? I fear I would,
for how could I know; thus I certainly am not
there is comfort in trusting, too cowardly
to embrace futility
thus I weep, to doubt the one I love
and love not. To cease to exist seems
preferable to failure, but again I seek
the solution of one weak -- namely myself.
I am not made to be futile, but good
and slowly, in an instant, I shall become
who I am, outside time.




Back